Mr. Happy is not very happy..

although i detest.. i hate emoness so much!! i have succumb to this disease for a few days already..

this emoness.. was not because i went out with emo ppl..

this emoness.. is just wondering.. life is so fragile.. it really shows that we are no in control of our lives.. whatever future plans, ambitions or visions we have in the future.. we will just lose it out in a sec..

be it in a car crash, accident, freak accident, theft and many others..

somebody can just walk out of the street and so happen.. a pot hit his head and he died.. izzit that random?

Sometimes life can change so sudden.. that at the moment a person has loads of cash and success.. the next moment he can lose everything and go to Hell.. without giving him a chance of repentance..

Sometimes i wonder we who are still living.. why are we being mediocre.. staying away from being the abnormal ones.. staying away from doing things that will change ppl's lives..

I just don't wanna be mediocre.. i neither wanna be rich and seeing other ppl suffer.. what must i do to make another person happy? how can i spread happiness? why must emoness attack a happy man like me..

all those why questions.. life will tell when we live on.. i hope..